Sunday, January 31, 2010

Cyanide & Happiness!

I laughed so hard.
I love these comics and now they have animations for them!
Damn, I want to master Flash so that I too can do crazy little animations.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Places I Want to Be

A few places I'm going to visit some time in my life. I've already been to Ireland, but I never want to stop going. Look at these beautiful pictures. I can't wait to actually be there...




Anyone wanna come with?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

The Lovely Faces of Men

Top 5 Actors

That I wish I could crush in a bear hug!

#1 Tim Roth

There are only two people in this world that I might consider having a baby with. Tim Roth is one of those people. If I ever met this man I'd probably get a restraining order. How could I not want to hug this guy all day? One of my favorite actors and I love him in his current show Lie To Me. But I also loved him in Reservoir Dogs and Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead.

#2 Heath Ledger (The Joker)

Alright, just hear me out on this one!
The Joker needs a fucking hug and that's what I'm best at so why not?
Miss ya, Heath....

#3 Daniel Craig

Love his broodiness, especially in Casino Royale. Feels like the type of guy who spends his whole day doing the rough and tumble and just wants to come home to be curled up close with his gal. I can admire a man like that and I'll be damned if I didn't want to give him a hug!

#4 Josh Holloway

Mmm. Mmm, mmm, mmmm.
Anyway, didn't know about this guy until I started watching LOST. If anything, its worth watching just because of this guy. If I had to be stuck on an island with someone, I wouldn't mind if it were Sawyer (the character he plays on the show.) Hugs galore for this lovely long haired man! Mmm, scruffy.

#5 Callum Blue

Just because he plays such a pathetic character in Dead Like Me called Mason that always looked like he needed a hug. I would hug this guy and even buy him a drink if it meant I could see that silly, honest smile.

If I had a ridiculous Super Power...

It would be the ability to turn into Sean Connery, but only when I'm scared.
(Only the Sean Connery from Zardoz though.)


When I eat mangos, I think of you.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Would it be worth it?

Just watched one of my favorite movies again. If you haven't seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind yet, I highly recommend this Charlie Kaufman film. In the movie, a fictional procedure to erase specific memories is offered to the public. It follows the crazy ordeal of Joel Barish (Jim Carrey) who is trying to forget his ex-girlfriend who has already done the procedure herself and forgotten Joel. Such a sad, bitter-sweet film. Watching it again made me wonder if such a thing could be done, would I willingly get some of my memory erased?

Perhaps I was happy in a relationship when I first saw this movie, therefore I did not consider wanting to forget someone so bad. This time around, it did spark a deeper emotional cord within myself, because I too sometimes wish I could forget people. But then again, I don't. I remember too many happy moments in my life that I shared with the one I used to belong to. The good times, the bliss, outweigh the heaviness in my heart from the sadness I endured. I would not want to forget my past loves. There is a place for them still in my heart.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
"Eloisa to Abelard" by Alexander Pope

The only reason I could possibly consider myself getting the procedure is just to have another chance. Forget the past, the bad times, the worse of times, that I had with my past love. Forget it all so that I could have clean slate. Another chance without the baggage... wouldn't that possibly be worth it? I do not know... again, I doubt I would give up my memories. The ones I do have, with all the bad and the good thrown in, I keep close to my heart. It was a learning expereince on many levels. You have to know where you have come from to know where you want to go.

Here's to keeping strong, knowing yourself, accepting the past, both the ups and the downs, cherishing it all. Stay beautiful.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

When I was young

Look at this beautiful motherfucking horse.

Damn... this horse is pure power.



Okay, so ever since I was a little girl, I have always loved horses. What little girl didn't? I used to say that when I grew up I wanted to be a horse.

Well I'm 21 years old and I'm still not a god damn horse....

I used to spend most of my time running around on all fours, pretending be anything from a horse to a wolf to a prowling big cat. Emulating each animal's distinct sound brought me great joy and pride as I snuck up on friend's and family, howling in their ears.

I would prance like a Lipizzaner....

Growl and howl like a wolf....

Stalk like a jaguar deep in the jungle....

Pretending to be an animal all day long was the life. But just because I've grown up doesn't mean I've lost that side of me. If anything, its more amplified!

I still run around on all fours.... (;